Friday, December 23
@ 12:44 AM
christmas is here. i have this dreadful feeling. suddenly i feel as though im dragging my feet behind the christmas celebrators. im losing myself soon. i think i hate this christmas. Christmas wasn't fun for me last year. so is this year's.everyone is happy yet i am not. im just so not into the season mood. isnt Christmas supposed to be a joyful season?
im withdrawing myself from the crowds but that feeling is so terrible. i dont know what to do. and worst, i running away from this cruel reality. and i really feel tired.
Thursday, December 22
@ 1:25 AM
call me a fool. cos i think i am really one.
Saturday, December 17
@ 3:21 PM
yippees! my two week break is finally here. a time for me to take a break. the last few weeks were kind of terrible cos of projects and stuff. currently, i still have a few on hand but submission is either on monday or when school reopens.
ytd had the bca test. uhh. it wasnt easy neither was it hard. went chris place for dinner after that. they prepared so much food ! haha. yum yums. =) watched the last episode of the dance show although i nvr watch at all before that. haha. went downstairs by the pool side to talk at 10pm. while sharing, i noticed that the place is house to funny insects. haha! theres this weird looking insect that came by and went under my slippers. eeks. its black, long and flat looking. then next came a fat centipede. it was FAT la. so round. yucks. shows that it has alot to eat. haha.
chatted till around 12 and we left. took cab home. caught Da Chang Jin's repeat at 1am. hehe. its such a nice show. her determination is kind of inspiring but i wonder how she really managed to do it lah. There is really this woman in the history of korea. but i wonder if they did exaggerate some parts of it .. hehe.
Saturday, December 10
@ 12:01 AM
haha! ive got good news. i can windsurf finally! last sat's wind was very good. and i managed to sail to my goal point. =) wonderful.
anyway, school's pretty alright. rushed with BCA this week cos the dateline's today la. dont know if im counted to be busy. just so much random thoughts going through my head.
church's shifting to expo this sunday. i have duties for the hospitality team the nxt two sundays. kind of weird regarding the things we gotta do. cos we are like doing alone without your cell friends and stuff. but just hopefully everything will turn out fine.
andrew and huiqi are returning on sat ! actually now its a saturday already la. im writing this at 12:06am. so looking forward to see them on sunday if they both can go service this weekend. im sure theres quite alot to catch up. =D
