Wednesday, November 29
@ 4:53 PM
its the mid week and so far i suppose things hasnt been going really smooth and well for me. its not that things go wrong, just that i think the problem lies with me alone. i get irritated very easily and just lose it. i dont know why. i feel so much like exploding yet as though there isnt enough. its just mixed feelings behind every smile. sorry that i lost it last night to nat and james ( if u ever read this ). kinda cooled down when we went to seletar reservoir cos pierce reservoir was too dark to see anything. also, it doesnt help that my EC is giving me alot of problems. i just cant find the freaking problem.
Monday, November 27
@ 8:00 PM
im having a freaking headache right now. sighs. common test are coming soon. in just two weeks time. with the first paper starting 9th December 2006, 8.30am. CREDIT MANAGEMENT.how fast one semester goes. after CT, i will have my two weeks break, before another 4-5 weeks of school and my exam comes. and then i will be going on to my 3rd year. woah. i need a break badly. i want to rest and do nothing. i want to go somewhere quiet and sit down.
i hate emo times where u feel like exploding yet you cant. i think back to the same root problem. i think too much. its time to get myself back in tune to projects. i want to go and see aeroplanes.
@ 1:19 AM
okie dokie this is gg to be a super long entry. So im more free now after the ECP event. james and jimmy came over to my place to do the clues and groupings on thurs night but jimmy went off earlier. slept only 4 hours that night .. with loads of interruption in between.! went for blaw tutorial on fri. cldnt make it for FP lect. ECP trial run at 4 but it started at like 5 plus still. back to Blk 80 to settle stuff. went home to bathe and stuff at 11plus, got dinner and reached blk 80 at almost 2am. sorted the clues into the envelopes and .. realising that we dont have enough envelopes, we went out to buy them. SO i ended up at MUSTAFA CENTRE at 3am in the morning. bought the stuffs and went back at around 4plus 5. sorted the stuff and then talk at the couch before i closed my eyes for half an hr for a rest. hurhur. anyway yup. Thank God that i still managed to survive through the day. it was rather chaotic i must say but thank God that we still managed to survive the event and .. i hope they still have fun interacting despite the cock ups. anyway, went for a brunch at around 4plus 5 at Marine Parade. decided to go settlers cafe. BUT on the way back to the car, Joy decided to get ice cream. the time was around 5.10pm. so went to get ice cream, ate and everything .. it was 5.30 pm. when i reached the car i saw the parking attendant in front of my car. i thought lucky he haven't book me. but he BOOKED me already la! GRR. my parking was till 5.15pm la. IF ONLY i didnt eat that ice cream! that ice cream practically just cost me $10. lucky its $10 la. not more. so sian la.. anyway, at some point of time of the game where it got abit boring, i literally fell asleep. till they played some more interesting games that need ur attention. left at 8 plus for dinner. then home-ed. i fell into such deep sleep that i think i didnt even hear my phone ring. HAHA. sunday, had dinner with the ECP comm at Fish and Co. SO FUN. hahaa! Celebrated Olivia's and Chrislyn's bday. they took polaroids and gave it to them. so cute. with some fish and co.'s pencil case or sth.. hehe. i wanna celebrate my bday there too la. so cool . HAHA. walked around PS for awhile after that then went TCC. reached home at 12am. i so so tired now. i think i really need a good rest badly. =) but despite all the misunderstandings, cock ups and things like that. the ECP comm are a bunch of FUN people la ! HAHA. the tagline of ECP is to have fun. and i think i myself had fun. upcoming events are the MOL, Powerhouse Youthcamp and retreat at the end of the year i think. my december.
Sunday, November 19
@ 11:17 PM
im so busy laa. friday celebrated Vanessa's bday dinner at Vila'ge. was rather crowded. The O's and A's people are coming out of their hiding and also, its a friday night. SO yea. Saw Xianming. Met up with the rest whom i haven't seen for a long time la! wheee! so yup. Dinner-ed till around 10. Supper with bel and james at Tong Shui Cafe opp great world at around 11plus. ( i think im really eating alot like crazy.. !? ) Met Guang Han and gang, Kelly Chia with her friends. amazing that we met so many people at the SAME place la. hurhurhur. so cool la.sat was cell. celebrated Guo wei's bday at Redhill market. haha.! i think we brought much entertainment to the uncles and aunties there cos they were like looking at us and smiling. haha! Bukit Merah Hawker people are really used to us singing bday songs and things like that but i suppose its rather new to the people at redhill. hehe! sunday was service. Sang more of old songs rather than new. which is a good thing too cos its been sucha long time since we sang the songs. and they even sang Jesus Loves Me. haha its soooooo cute.! HAHA. i mean its the first time in 3 years that i ever heard that song being sung in a service. Moreover, a service like that in EXPO la. briefing for the station masters and facilitators after service .. and yea.. hurhur. Now im armed with a cup of coffee to keep me awake cos i have so much things to do! HA.
Thursday, November 16
@ 5:14 PM
typing an entry so early seems weird. im back home from Make A Wish Foundation visit. we were late. and the lady seems to be quite upset about it. but anyway. i think the Foundation is really very meaningful cos it fulfills wishes of children who are suffering from life-threatening illnesses. she showed us a video of this boy who's 15, back in 2003. it was really touching.. Down to the balloon supplier at tampines after that to source for balloons that we are going to sell for the fund-raising for Make A Wish. i must say that the lady there is so unfriendly la. We asked her for information cos obviously she has more knowledge in balloons than us but she just pointed the balloons to us. BAH. thanks la. went home after that. so sleepy. it seems to be raining every afternoon after 1pm like that la. lucky for us .. cos the warehouse is like in an industrial park so its rather ulu. it started raining when we left. So happened a taxi came by.. =D so Thank God for that taxi. teehee. back to home. going for a meeting again later.. oo. transportation costs are so high! im living without concession right now cos i reckon it wld nt be worth it to buy now cos i seem to be taking train and buses right now. shall bear with it till 22nd.
Wednesday, November 15
@ 11:14 PM
school for 4 hours. no blaw lecture cos elearning. =D went ecp in the afternoon. walked round like crazy! MY GOODNESS. no thanks to jimmy. haha. anyway, i saw the cable ski la. ok its been there for some time but im sucha mountain tortise that its the first time i see it there. like whatever. i wanna play ! its S25 /hr for students la. so expensive. hmmmso went home around 7plus and boy, im exhausted from all that walking.. lucky i dont have IS tmr but going to meet the organisation to discuss about our event for my events mgt class..
i wonder if God is actually putting me to test of my patience and tolerance..
Tuesday, November 14
@ 8:13 PM
school-ed at 11am, ended at 12plus. teacher dont wanna let us off early.. but nvm..did project in school till around 4... went home. wanted to go jog later but when i reached home, initial thoughts were gone. lazy to go. did my EC store stuff. cos im so laggy behind all the way till the 2nd tutorial's one i havent completed yet. hurhur. so yea.. anyway im trying to hold my pek chek-ness. so irritated lah. im not going to play hide and seek with you so please.
Monday, November 13
@ 11:06 PM
okay, so i've given my blog a new facelift. got quite sick and tired of the other one.i realized the pile of things waiting for me to complete. But i still thank God for the amount of work i have to do i guess. cos it means that i have school to attend, activities to plan for, and .. i don't know what else.. i have the urge to go changi and see aeroplanes. =D everytime i see an eroplane i will have the longing to go on one or go overseas! HEHE. i do wanna go overseas laa....
@ 5:55 PM
i finally slept for 8 hours ytd night! sleeping at 11.30pm on a sunday night seems to be a rather rare thing. i think my day ends around 12plus 1am nowadays ever since attachment started.
so much things to complete now. im like rushing from one dateline to another. i think this semester i have problems adjusting to school life..
anyway i was looking at my pics in the com..
dinner at imperial treasure - marina 
my workplace. 
first day in HK - at a cafe. 
Whee! Night scene in HK! 
a view that is often shown on tv. hohoho!
i miss hk. i wanna go back ! AHHH. but its good to go only in July/ Aug. hahaa.. thats when the sale starts. but actually HK is quite like SG la .. just that they speak Cantonese. but i STILL MISS HK la ... !did i mention that i miss my long hair too ? =)
Monday, November 6
@ 6:29 PM
the feeling of being left high and dry. what i'm feeling now. and i super hate it. i suppose no one likes it anyway. it just leaves me feeling so weird and having no mood to do anything. and i really mean, ANYTHING.
Saturday, November 4
@ 1:11 AM
Im feeling tired. so tired.
Jesus, take over and hold onto me. =i
This song is just so amazing. Just as the name states.
Amazing - Paradise Live
You are Amazing,
forever saving
captured by the power of your love
Jesus I love you
I am speechless before you
I am Nothing without you
I adore you my Lord, My God
my saving Grace
Jesus, all i live to do
Is to love you,
My God
I stand amazed
captured by your grace
let me sing your praise
and stand in awe of you.
Thursday, November 2
@ 11:52 PM
this blog seems rather stupid, or rather .. very superficial. what is the real reason behind why people blog actually ? i have no idea too .. maybe u can say that its a form of communication where u tell people what are your thoughts / what have you been doing .. blah blah. yes perhaps to people who are located overseas from you. thats one of the cheapest way to keep them updated. sigh. i do want to write down things in life yet i can find no "perfect" way that can last me through cos i know i wont keep a diary cos, most of the time you will see alot of days blank. DUE to me being lazy to write. sometimes im too tired to write too. and also i cannot write for long otw i will feel the strain on my hands. haha writing seems to become like a chore since i entered poly. Not like i dont write but yea. wadever. if you get what i mean. maybe its just jotting what i feel. maybe im super used to typing already .. so yea .. Maybe when i find somewhere to jot my thoughts somewhere in the future. .. . but sometimes when i read back my past attempts to start a diary, the entries seemed so superficial.
