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Saturday, April 19
@ 2:31 AM
i think i am more confused than anyone can be. Just looking at the circumstances, it just bothers me to the point that i'd rather not think about it. I'm living in much denial.Come to a point, i'd rather not face reality. Probably that is why my intrapersonal count is low. However, i do think but to a point where it really hurts i just give up and push them to the back of my mind and find happier things to do. Work at NTU is fine. Actually i kinda like what i'm doing now in terms of the work load and what i am supposed to do. I like to be given the job and then left alone to do it so i'm doing pretty fine so far. Not so much for the poor girl who just came in on thursday and having a heavier workload to do she was scolded for being slow. It isn't so much of her fault really considering it being her first day at work and she needs a little more time to get the hang of it before she can be faster in doing her work. Moreover, she has got really alot to do..
Monday, April 7
@ 2:09 AM
Its been a week since i've celebrated my 20th birthday. After crossing the big 2, my future seems to be rather uncertain. I'd wish that im older when i was younger but when i reached 18 i realised i didnt wanna grow up anymore. With more years spent on this earth the responsibilities you are expected to take up changes too. At times i just wonder if i should just quit schooling and get a job and work for awhile before going back to do full-time studies. Obviously, everyone around me is telling me otherwise except for some who questions me why do i want to get a degree. I have yet to receive any uni letters but neither am i really really anxious to know if i'm accepted at the school. I'd probably be doing my degree at SIM. For the record, its only about 2 years and somehow i feel that the name University of London seems nicer on the certificate. If i really cannot get into any school or kinda left stranded, i will just go and work. At least the bank account will have larger numbers. That's like one benefit of going poly because you can still work after getting your diploma. ahh. anyway i ended the four day assignment at the bank. It's really boring because all i do is stand around and instead of doing what i was supposed to be doing there, i ended up being somehow like the general enquiry girl.So i basically chatted with the cisco guard which sometimes caused him to lose a little alertness. heh. but it is really boring to just stand there and look at your surroundings. It just taught me how to talk to myself. ha.
