Friday, December 23
@ 12:44 AM
christmas is here. i have this dreadful feeling. suddenly i feel as though im dragging my feet behind the christmas celebrators. im losing myself soon. i think i hate this christmas. Christmas wasn't fun for me last year. so is this year's.everyone is happy yet i am not. im just so not into the season mood. isnt Christmas supposed to be a joyful season?
im withdrawing myself from the crowds but that feeling is so terrible. i dont know what to do. and worst, i running away from this cruel reality. and i really feel tired.