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Monday, August 25
@ 1:09 AM
24th August SundayI went to bed at 6am early this morning as i was typing that really long post. Took almost 2-3 hours and i'm not yet done with it. It became a little too personal as i typed so i think i won't be posting it for the public eye. I would probably do something else i guess, so just wait! haha! I am quite happy in a way now actually, because I have actually came to terms with myself and some of the issues that i used to struggle with. A lot of changes took place over the past few months. It's good and bad in a way. I made alot of new friends over the past few months! I do have to admit, there's once when I really felt like a fish out of water when I was out with some friends. I just feel very out of place. The relationships are so very complex so i shall not try to explain it here. I think i found the answers to what i have been searching for all these while, for all the worries that have been bugging me way back..
To my dear friends (you know who you are):
thank you for staying by my side even though the past few months i have been acting quite cranky. I may have flared up easily during those times, but you still stood by me. Sometimes you'll ask me to cool down and not get upset, and tried to explain things to me patiently. When I am feeling unhappy with the things around me, you asked me not to give up and close myself up even though you feel the same way i do. Thank you for that encouragement.. And thank you also for the occasional reminders, although I didn't really take it in well initially but when I reflect back, I am so ever thankful for them. I know you mean well.
I really miss you people..
This isn't supposed to be an emo entry, but a happy one!
