Saturday, September 27
@ 8:31 PM
Once again, i haven't been actively updating this blog. Well, i have been pretty busy with quite a bit of things. Actually i'm not that quite busy. On some days i have school, and the rest of the days i don't know what i have been doing.I tried to study, my brain seems to have configured itself such that whenever i look at the notes, i will feel tired and sleepy when in actual fact i just woke up like 2 hours ago. So i will go and take a nap, and there goes one day. I accepted one tuition assignment teaching a china girl English. I accepted it for a few reasons. I wanna earn extra money, and also I wanna do something besides just studying now.She is sitting for her entrance exam on the 13th oct and her mother wants tuition 5 days a week for the next two weeks. But that's pretty time consuming on my part because i am already 2-3 weeks lagging behind in terms of the readings and self study that i'm supposed to do.Poly is definitely a far cry from university, although both are tertiary levels. I always feel that we are still being spoonfed in poly. We're always given clues on what to study during revision lectures in poly.. and that's because the paper are set by the lecturers themselves. My friend told me, "I got by poly exams through the exam tips.." I don't know if i have got myself drunk. Yesterday night (friday) I was out drinking with my friends at wala wala. However, the band EIC wasn't playing today cos they were playing at the F1. So, some other band took over. Compared to other visits, we didn't order alot of drinks this time round but this is the only time that I drank till i puked. I had 2 coronas as they were going 1 for 1, 1 Asahi and 1 white wine. I guess i probably drank a tad too fast, and i wasn't feeling very comfortable with the band playing and all so I went downstairs to take a breather.. and my friend asked if i wanna puke it out, and i would feel better. I did feel better after inducing the puke. ha! So i went upstairs and took abit of water. I still felt uncomfortable upstairs, so i stayed downstairs for quite abit. There's one time i was upstairs and this time i really feel like puking, and couldn't wait till I'm downstairs so i just rushed to the toilet. But after everything, I'm much better. Yes, I can still walk.
I was feeling happy all along, until something just hit me that made me really upset. I wanted to cry so much but no tears could come out. They said that alcohol will magnify the state the person is. If you're happy, you'll be really happy. If you're upset, you will more upset.