Wednesday, February 25
@ 11:28 PM
I have been waking up at 10plus everyday and studying till night time. Sounds very hardworking right? Yeah, but the progress is still slow and how much of it actually retains in my brain remains a mystery.
I have been busy ever since, dating my notes and books. The only entertainment is when night time comes and im in front of the computer. Ever wonder why time passes so fast when you're in front of the computer and surfing the net, only to realise two to three hours passed?
I kept tripping in school on Tuesday and I developed a sore tonsil and an ulcer on my lower gum. :( I went Tea Garden to study on Tuesday night and I saw David Lin and Weijie. So coincidental. (:
Anyway I was studying today and for some weird reason, I was reminded of
that incident. Under normal circumstances I wouldn't think too much cos I wouldn't be hearing much from the person on weekdays. Today I actually wondered if the person is going to ever contact me again.
I really wonder. It kept me occupied the whole time after dinner.
There's so much that I want to type here but it's best not to. Even if things are resolved, its never going to be the same anymore. I still remember those days when it was much simpler. Our priorities have changed totally, which is a pity.
Perhaps I'm thinking too much, perhaps not. I'll wait and see for myself. Argh. I'm just trying to keep myself occupied to keep myself from thinking about it.
STARDEE.